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good morning philippines. good morning world. sounds like the greeting made on tv. i think that's toni gonzaga. not really familiar with the accurate greeting she does. 10 am wake up call. :D i still feel bloated from the food last night as if my face is like stretched due to the bloatedness. too bad coke and ginebra lost again. i wonder what's happening to ginebra. i thought its gonna be a contender. and with coke, i wonder when it will learn its lesson. i am sure mr jb baylon has been losing appetite already with that is happening to the team. also, i noticed the pba hasn't been getting a lot of audience lately. PBA IS EVERY WEDNESDAY & FRIDAY FROM 5 PM TO 10 PM and EVERY SUNDAY FROM 4 TO 9 PM.

PBA has been my life since 1996ish or 1997ish i think. i was a teeny bopper then. haha. and until now, i still can't let go. i like the crowd, the games, the events. there's just sooo much to do. and the thing is before, i was just a mere fan, however at this moment, im kinda proud and blessed to say that now, i've gained a lot of close friends in the industry...really close to the point that i am like part of the family.

now i wonder, will i be able to do the same thing in showbiz? juggling 2 jobs, though both are not time consuming, (except for the paper works in school which i pass on to other people), the basketball games (i've actually lessened my viewership already because i don't watch ncaa and pbl games anymore like before), the gk-dlsu stuff going on every now and then, and the usuals, will i be able to penetrate it? haha i actually saw the subject of this showbiz target last night. but i didn't bother to come near him because my friends might think i am jologs. at some point i think it's not really the kajologan but the shallowness. i don't care. 

"My feel for you is decaying in front of me / Like the carrion of a murdered prey"

- carrion, fiona apple

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Ano nga ba ang nagtutulak sa tao para pumatay? Poot? Salapi? Prinsipyo? Politika?

Doon din sa Maguindanao naging "landslide" ang pagkakapanalo ni Gloria Arroyo. Sa ilang presinto roon, wala ni isa mang boto si Fernando Poe Jr. Isipin mo: kahit isa, wala siyang nakuhang boto. Ang kapal ng mukha talaga nitong si Arroyo. Malaki ang utang na loob niya kay Ampatuan. Hello Garci?!

Ngayon naalala ko ang Jabidah massacre kung saan pinatay ng mga elemento ng Armed Forces of the Philippines ang 60 kataong Moro na kanilang nirekluta. Naalala ko ang Balangiga massacre kung saan pinatay ng mga tropang Amerikano ang halos tatlong libong sibilyan sa Balangiga, Samar dahil sa paghihiganti.

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im here in ortigas for work again and konti na lang i'm off again. the good thing about this is i can blog and then do school work at the same time para later eh i can go to the gym then do some errands pa. i haven't claimed yet my laundry at more than one week na siya dun. so parang if i will measure it, my undies and socks would last for more than three weeks before i run out of these stuff. parang ang konti. i hope i can go to the mall so i can get some pa. hirap mag isa sa buhay. walang kaagapay. lolz.

funny coz yesterday i took a nap, like 10 am. and i was in a sitting position. bigla ako nagising and i heard myself snore. YUCK. buti no one was there. nakakahiya. siguro sa sobrang pagod nung sunday kasi i went jogging after going to church. ang galing nga kasi in front of the UST church is the football field so double purpose for me.

usong uso ang mga indie films or short films. yesterday before going to class, nag indie film marathon ako. foreign nga lang. i don't have access to local ones eh. and very interesting how a 20 minute film can touch people's lives. i hope i can produce or create an indie film one day. yung walang script. para true to life talaga. not like the paranormal activity na napanuod ko last week which seemed fake. i have lots of ideas sinking in. maybe i have to study film making. haha ano ba talaga ang gusto mo sa buhay hijo?

i have to work today...and it sucks... i know...as a matter of fact, i slept in the car for me not to be late. and my neck hurts. but still, i was late. i didn't wake up when the phone alarmed. in short im just sooo sleepy. i badly need a decent sleep. i always complain but i always do it. who's to blame? nobody but me.

last night we went to guilly's island again. i didn't like the atmoshpere. i don't know...maybe it's the crowd. i didn't even stay for more than an hour. my eyes were hurting. the smoke continuously got in my eyes and the feeling sucks big time.

yesterday, i went to school a bit unprepared. but it was nice to kind of realize how successful the discussions were. the students' eyes were glued to me. whenever they needed to speak up, they spoke and express their views. nice one. i hope to maintain that kind of scenarios every meeting. most of the classes im attending this semester are about speech communication. and it's something i want to improve. i feel like i am a tv host whenever i am in the class. lolz.

we saw 2012 a couple of days ago. i thought i was watching the day after tomorrow. un pala, the director of the films is just one person. i don't wonder why there was the same touch. and for me i think the title of the movie should be "the modern day noah's ark" hah. but seriously we must act now to save the world we live in.

i like this shirt i am wearing. it's given by a friend. not really expensive ( i know how much it costs). what i like about it is that it doest show the bulge of the love handles, and it gives emphasis to the upper body muscles.

a sigh of relief to be in my bed at 830 pm. my body has been letting me feel that i need to rest. and it does not surprise me a bit because when i was at work this morning, i took a nap. when i woke up, my mouth was wide open. yucky! i remember when we went to bicol to build houses, we all slept with our respective mouths open because of too much exhaustion. i can tell i am definitely tired. i tried to work out this afternoon before going to class. the only thing i was able to do was jog. i decided to resume the weights on saturday.

the header says going big time. i really wanna do something big soon. everytime i see these people around me, i start teling myself that i need to begin something i am gonna do for the rest of my life. and it has to be both income generating and public service. i am thinking of something but a study has to be done to be able to fulfill it. it ain't that easy especially if it's something big.

tomorrow will be somewhat busy. i have work in the morning, then i have check up at my dentis after lunch. in the afternoon i will be at the PBA and at night i think we will be having a night out thing agian. so sleep has to commence now. but im afraid it wont be so soon because i'll have to prepare some school papers for saturday.

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